Dee didn't know about the health concerns but she knew the tone. It was one they all had used around Rekker when thinking about the future when his hopelessness took hold.

"If Rekker can make it twenty five, you can do 15." She encouraged too. There was an understanding just existing around someone who thought they had limited time and might actually have limited time. "I'm holding you to having experienced at least a small international tour."

Dee had a motherly quality even if she was rougher and on the punk side.