"I think everyone knows that you will." Jerry agreed. "I think... Davy needs space to breathe. I can't imagine the fucking balls it takes to go to someone and say you want help to remember the worst thing that ever happened to you."
That was honest and Jerry felt it. He couldn't say he would want to remember. Ignorance might be a blessing.
"I wish I would have seen it sooner." Jerry admitted because the guilt was eating him. "Looking back I could see the shit building and all I did was tell Jake he was being selfish and jealous of Davy's time. I know he's still pissed at me for treating him like that."
Jerry fucked up for his own part, or he felt like it with hindsight. "I don't know how Jake knew but he saw right through that guy." Jerry wanted to clear the air and he felt like leaving these things unspoken between him and Sven would leave a weight there. There was another thought kicking around in his head but he couldn't say it, not now.
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Date: 2023-11-09 09:30 pm (UTC)That was honest and Jerry felt it. He couldn't say he would want to remember. Ignorance might be a blessing.
"I wish I would have seen it sooner." Jerry admitted because the guilt was eating him. "Looking back I could see the shit building and all I did was tell Jake he was being selfish and jealous of Davy's time. I know he's still pissed at me for treating him like that."
Jerry fucked up for his own part, or he felt like it with hindsight. "I don't know how Jake knew but he saw right through that guy." Jerry wanted to clear the air and he felt like leaving these things unspoken between him and Sven would leave a weight there. There was another thought kicking around in his head but he couldn't say it, not now.